Please tell me u r not what I think u really are... :(

Please don't let me see the other side of you smoking... Please... I am really begging you... The very first time I saw you at FC 5, you left me such an impression that you looked like a full-time sports-athelete rather than a smoker!!!





You have a jovial smile that captivated me the first time I saw you and you r REALLY CUTE-LOOKING too!!! Came across your photo on your facebook and saw you smoking in Shisha... I really really do hope (*Crossing my fingers tightly as I type*) that you were just trying it out of your curiosity nature with your friends... Please dun ruin that perfect image of yours in my memory, let that perfect pristine image of you be etched in my heart forever...











Coming back, I am really in a deep shit now! But then, like what Sean said to me, maybe I will find the way once the time is right... I just need to give myself a little bit more time...












I liked to be your friend for now, but I am afraid of what u would turn out to be my worst NIGHTMARE... So please do not smoke for my sake...








Random for the day...

Alcohol can soothe the dejecting spirits and at the same time injecting the ecstatic spirit into the souls... Too much of it and u suffer a break-down from it...














~~~ALOHA~~~HEY!